Brokenhearted

The reason I am wanting to speak is because my husband confessed of a year long relationship that he ended in December and also multiple one night stands that have occurred throughout our marriage. I do believe he has repented and wants to build a new relationship and I want to stay together but obviously am brokenhearted at the betrayal and the lies over the years. I know god can heal all wounds but Ive never had a brokenheart & don’t know how to mend while trying to rebuild trust with someone that blindsided me. I asked multiple times and the holy spirit continued to open up darkness with light to the secrets. Im glad everything is out and also I can’t believe this is my story now. Feel naive and just sad.